Friday, January 26, 2007!
to know that i deal with young human lives everyday scares me.
being responsible for someone else is stressful.
"if i dont teach well today, they will fail their tests and suffer in the future"
"if i malign him today, he will suffer emotional scars"
the idea of insignificance is very appealing.
the feeling i experience now is sort of like the one i experienced while carrying cement in Maldives.
the feeling of wanting to just drop everything and go for a drink
the idea of insignificance is appealing.
but would i be happier being insignificant?
5:20 AM
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