Thursday, December 14, 2006!
dear friend,
the season of giving.
please
grant me the gift of your lasting presence
no, you cant promise that. no.
i cant either.
i'm not
good enough.
the season of losing.
i lost too much
eighteen years is too small a number
to learn losing.
if i've known, i'd...
make the same mistake again.
year after year.
the season of cherishing.
i thought i knew
how to... cherish.
my apologies
dear friend.
its only for so long.
so long.
i wish you well.
-ruth.
6:48 PM
_____________________