Saturday, February 25, 2006!
i've got to rant.
all this insanity.
can u imagine sitting down 3 hours straight and just not knowing how to solve a question that others deem easy?
it is just so frustrating.
one idea after another. its like trying to break through a stone wall, ending up just getting smashed in the head.
its like that u know.
always one step behind.
by the time i manage to drill a small little hole into the dreadful grey wall, another wall, bigger and stronger than ever, construct in front of my eyes.
it is irritating, and it drives me irrational.
i shouldnt wonder how it would be like if things were different.
if i were free of math.
because all it causes is misery and pain of a regretful mistake.
i tell myself. move on, get it over and done with and no more of math ever again..just tide through the year and i'll be fine.
but the stone walls are coming closer. so fast.
suffocating.
i have caustrophobia.
misery.
1:03 AM
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