Thursday, February 02, 2006!
i was feeling really down on tues, but when i went shoe shopping with Jiali yesterday, i was really feeling much much better! thanks dear for perking me up and letting me know tt i'm special to u.
i really have to thank God for the friends that i have around me. without u guys i would probably not be the Ruth i am today. thank you for making me a happy girl almost everyday. :D
i love seeing the people around me smile. maybe tt's why i like to joke so much and not take myself so seriously. its a personal satisfactory to see people i love throwing their heads back in laughter. and with them, i throw my troubles away with a shake of the head and the slackening of shoulders. maybe that's the true meaning of getting joy from giving joy. and i'm glad tt i have a group of good-humoured friends to help me achieve this. :D thanks u guys! :D
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today is the first day of the sale of council forms for the 39th council. selling the forms make me feel kind of lost and as i pass them the forms, reluctance filled my heart. i'll miss council.
maybe its cause of the shit that we sometimes go through from the students despite trying our best that actually helped us bond as ONE COUNCIL. maybe its the common passion that drives us together. maybe its the company of each other that make us clique so well. maybe it's the common characteristic that make us understand each other well. maybe it's just us.
but no matter what, i feel belonged. this is my 38th student council.
3:40 AM
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