Monday, October 24, 2005!
well i am finally going to address my issue with my horrifying promos results.
i hold contempt for it.
sigh. there was little improvement despite me studying so hard this time, as compared to my common tests.
there is this sinking disappointment that i cant come in terms with.
sigh.
DDE, B3.
it looks hideous, and once again, no words can be formed from it. dangs.
i didnt qualify for any S papers. am crushed and disappointed.
i guess this is the price that i had to pay in return of my many commitment
yes, it is too late.
but i decision has to be made before it is too late for the As.
its heartbreaking but one thing which i must do.
for my parents, for myself.
love, Ruth
7:27 AM
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