Tuesday, September 06, 2005!
wah the 9 hrs of lit remedial finally ended. shockingly, i leave the remedials loving and appreciating King Lear more. :) its really a channel 8 drama packaged in old english and staged in an old era. so who says that singaporeans cant relate to shakespeare when its flooding local television? hmmm methinks that shakespeare is a genius to be able to think up of such a plot despite being in an era where things are less complicated. well i suppose the evil side of man never did change over time. we are as devious through time.
hahha. crap. lit is really turning me into a cynic. :)
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dunnoe what to do with my future. dont want to be one of those youths who spend their life wondering what to do and when they have finally decided, everything's just too late. must come up with aim soon. sighs. wish i have more insight to my future like in my secondary school days when i was darn sure that i want to get into the arts stream. no qualms about that.
sure wish my confidence now could be on par with the past.
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what rhosherfunga dear said yesterday kept ringing in my ears.
" i love nj and ruth loves nj."
so much passion is weaved into that short sentence.
so much determination in staying with her stand, even though others around were badmouthing the school.
my heart soared when i heard that. i am so proud of dear rhoda. i love her so much.
if i ever say i hate nj, i will be betraying all that i had felt during the first 3 months. rhoda showed the true spirit of such loyalty. the true spirit of a02. the love of NJ was what bonded us together.
have reached the conclusion that the environment u are in is as good as how u want it to be.
rho and i changed classes and we lived with it. we adapted and grew. :)
quoting mrs tan:" if u dont want to be here, i can take u out. its plain unfair to someone else who wants to be here"
so true.
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today was so fun. out for lunch with luce. :) oooh 99 cents per plate of sushi so cheap!! :) *cheapo alarm*
when we paid, we got another coupon. quoting lucy: "and the vicious cycle starts again". hahha :) yupp. so fun to go out with an old friend and reminise the secondary school days and just plain talk rubbish :) i had a great time! :) lucy dont puke in the bus! :)
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sigh not on sapphire scholar probation list. am sad n disappointed. am going to pray that mrs tan get to keep everyone. oh pls oh pls let mrs cheng be feeling charitable these days.
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am listening to derrick now. methinks he should have won the superstar thing and BRING GLORY TO CTSS!! yeah!! :) hahahah...
love, Ruth
4:40 AM
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