Saturday, August 13, 2005!
urgh. time is passing real quick.
ohno oh no. i'm gonna be J2 soon..
and the j2s are going to leave NJ soon.
reality check. i'm unwilling to let go.
i've never experienced the feeling of feeling sad whenever my seniors leave, in my entire life.
i'm going to experience a new feeling this year.
i dread it as term 3 is moving to a close.
to my surprise, i never expected myself to have seniors that are close to my heart. i mean...seniors that treat you like FRIENDS. NORMAL FRIENDS. haha. my mind just cant register this new fact. haha.
i am going to miss them so badly, i refuse to think about it now.
but i am going to torture myself by speculating.
what will school be like:
a) without seeing stead and shifu? without them brightening up my day and bringing a smile to my face? without them around??!??
b) without michelle, suzy and ruixia to hug??
c) without meltu, keefe and richard to be enthusiastic to?
d) without taupok and jiacheng to embarass?
e) without yux and hannah to whine to?
f) without vince and youkai to lame with?
g) without emmi and silin to talk to?
e) without all the seniors who made my life in Nj beautiful?
*shudders*
i cant continue. i shall be sadistic to myself again next time.
love, Ruth
6:18 AM
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