Sunday, August 21, 2005!
PM lee's speech was so good! :) ahhh! i think he is so shuai la. :) and there were many shots of dr vivian balakrisnan! aww man...HOT! :) *winks*
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As teachers day approach, things are really getting a toll on me. there is so many things to oblidge to, so many commitments, so many people to please. while at the same time, the stress of promos are killing me. i no longer enjoy what i am doing..because everything is just one big burden. i need more understanding..and honestly, i need some rest. in this situation, i sort of feel as if i'm more alone than ever. there is just too much to cope with. i dont like going home so late every night, i dont like not completing my homework and going school guilty every morning, i dont like saying sorry all the time to things that i cant cope with. i feel as if i no longer own myself. i no longer have the right to decide, but instead, others decide for me, other dictate my actions. i dont like others telling me what i should do, and others defining my limitations.
its time i say no to some things.
its time to confess that i've reached my limit.
love, Ruth
7:02 AM
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