Tuesday, August 16, 2005!
i thought of a really scary thought.
if i didnt go to Maldives, i would walk past so many people who are so precious to me without knowing who they are.
i shudder to think of this thought.
urgh. if that was the case, i think my life in nj now would be rather dreadful. cause friends are all that are moltivating me to come school now.
sigh. the symptom of people starting to resent nj is showing its ugly colour these days. so what the seniors warned us about is true. people lose the passion and love they have during orientation- and start to resent the school. but honestly, i think its not the school. i bet every jc would be as taxing and boring. there is no alternative. we are only given 2 yrs to rush the syllabus...what other time is there to do other things?
despite waking up every morning wanting to pon school, i would gladly proclaim that i still love the school. a whole lot. the memories of orientation stayed. and the people didnt change. the wonderful people of nj are still here. and its the people that make up the school.
as overwhelming as everything may be, i never regretted and would never regret coming here. this is the place where i met the closest friends i would ever have in my life. this place is my 2nd home. truthfully, i can never imagine myself studying in any 0ther jc.
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rhosherfunga is sick today. urgh. so today is so sian. :/
its really when people are not around that u notice how much u love them.
RHOSHERFUNGA GET WELL SOON! :)
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i went back to my old blog for a short visit. i just couldnt stop reading. there were so many memories...most of them good. taking a step back, i once again noticed how blessed i am. but most importantly, my mind had truly mutated my thoughts of the past as time passed. my present memories of my sec sch days were nt a very positive one, but when i read my blog, i realised tt i had actually spent many happy days in dear cts. and i do miss that dear, old place. :)
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today i was tired again as usual. sigh. what is wrong with me?!
i cant be so tired all the time! i am only 17! at the peak of my youth!! what is happening to me?!
hahah. but i saw stead n shifu today and it really brightened up my day! they are the best medicine ever haha.
i love maldives!!!
love, Ruth
7:09 AM
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