Monday, August 01, 2005!
dreams are so dillusional. they always give you what you desperately want in life, but once u wake up, all the things that u thought u had disappear into thin air. i know i shouldnt be affected by dreams. i mean, thats life right?-but i always end up disappointed when the above scenerio mentioned happens. limited, temporal happiness just sucks. just when u are happily contented in your half conscious state, reality hits u right smack in the morning. what a bad start to a day :/
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we had IDEAS meeting yesterday at HANS' @ Marina Square. as usual, it was so FUN! :) haha! i never knew meetings can be so fun! and i can just sense the enthusiaism of the members during meetings. :) i love ideas! *huggs* Jiali, Dency, Xiaoting, Xiujing, Michelle, Avalene, Tisiana, Vivian, sokhuang: I LOVE U GUYS!! :) thanks for putting so much into IDEAS! :) haha. i will leave the other endearments for jiali to say. :) i want more meetings! MORE!! :)
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i love mondays and fridays! 1) can lame behind the parade square with choir peps, esp buddy and christu. 2) can lame with stead and shifu for a few secs before assembly starts. *bliss* what a great way to start a day! :)
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had math remedial today. haha. its my first one so far. its actually not bad. sat with Kaijie whom i really think do NOT deserve to be in band T. haha. Kaijie rocked as he had all the trigo notes with him and he doesnt mind sharing them. :) haha. the only thing nasty abt the math remedial is mr low constantly breathing down our necks, popping up beside/behind us, or just suddenly talk in my ear. haha. er..he's nice, but i sure hope he doesnt do tt to me during exams. :/ haha
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i like functions actually! oh man...perhaps..perhaps...i'm..actually...starting...to like...to like..MATH?!? *hopes* haha.
yay! NJC ROCKS!!
ahaha. i realise tt i always start blogging pessimistically, but end optimistically. haha! i guess tt's bcoz as i blog away, i come to realise the many blessings i actually had tt day which i didnt realise. ooh..blogging is good for the mental health! :)
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ooh the weather now is so good! :)
love, Ruth
3:57 AM
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