Wednesday, July 27, 2005!
random thoughts:
there are many different sides to a person. so which one of these sides is the REAL person? or does all of these sides contribute to the whole REAL person? then in this case, a person can be ALL nice nor can a person be ALL evil. cause there would definitely be a side of them that totally opposes another. then again, if that is the case, wouldnt all man have the same character? like there would be this standard range of characteristics, and these characteristics would be our sides. for example, we will all have a compassionate side, and will also all have an evil side. so there is actually no difference between you and the person beside you. but then again, why are some just deemed EVIL while some deemed NICE? well, i think what we are deemed as is the SIDE of us that we portray to the public. comments are superficial. because as nice as we are, the will be that evil side lurking around. why? cause we are MADE UP of it. it is part of the character package. a sudden scary thought...heck i might not even be making sense!
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the above was written so that my blog wouldnt seem so bimbotic. hahah! lets hope i dont end up sounding EVEN MORE bimbotic! haha!!
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sheets.
mugmao had infantrated my thoughts through his constant psycho-ing, causing me to waver in my decision.
craps u mugmao! *waves fist wildly*
i consider this a form of mental manipulation,which is definitely a form of psychological torture. i WILL NOT succumb to such oppression.
mugmao= hitler.
(fine..so what if i exaggerated?!)
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CO concert coming up. sheets..i am still blur about the entire thing! i've never felt so lost in my entire life!! *screams in frustration*
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choir was quite fun as usual, but dont know why i was just too exhausted. haha.. i realised that after 7 months, i still cannot get used to christine singing low notes. its just so different! haha!haha!
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Maldives rock. yeeeeaaahhhh maaaannn.
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love, Ruth
5:52 AM
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