Friday, July 22, 2005!
in the midst of my misery, an angel popped up.
quoting meltee:
"I just wanted to say that in council, you guys are the people who keep us moving. the people who motivate and lead. if you feel weary about your office term, just remember, there are people who appreciate you guys. and one of them is me"
spot on mel. thanks so much.
that got me thinking.
there will always be chrissy, beng ah, a01, a02, maldives, ctss pple (dentu, mugmao, monstar, etc)....
they are here.
the ARE here.
so whats the point of misery?
when there is the present and the future to embrace?
perhaps its time to let go of the past.
to forget the mistakes that i once made
forget the unhappiness i once experienced,
to start anew.
the past is like ashes in the wind.
perhaps its time i stop catching these ashes that burn my hands.
its time to let go.
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thankyou chrissy baby for listening to me lament. thank you for taking away the sorrow. i love you.
6:00 AM
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