Friday, July 22, 2005!
.unappreciated.
no other word can describe this better.
i've never been this disappointed before.
we have our pride too.
so why didnt you just let us walk away with our dignity intact?
and you,
if you didnt want us there why didnt you say so?
we cheered for you because we were proud of you.
wanting nothing but gratitude in return.
nothing. but we continued to be proud of you.
be grateful, will you.
and you,
i beseech you know that our cheering is genuine.
and not some frivolous display.
what is school spirit, if it doesnt come from the heart?
perhaps that's your definition of it,
but it is certainly not ours.
to you and you.
we cheered ourselves hoarse.
sorethroat, fever, cough.
sorry you couldnt feel the passion burning in us.
because for now, we couldnt care less.
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to YOU: if our friendship doesnt matter to you anymore, lets just forget it.
you changed. i am disappointed. in you. in everything that you
had let go of.
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thankyou beng ah & chris- for being there for me.
thankyou stead, shifu- for bringing sunshine to a rainy day.
thankyou youkai- for always making misery seem okay.
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council. we hold our head high. i'm proud of what we did today.
12:34 AM
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