Sunday, June 05, 2005!
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i should stop reading those teen novels. they are making me depressed with all the suicide, self multilation, lies, deceit, etc. *shudders* its really saddening to note that such reality exists. should i come in terms with such reality or should i just chuck them into the fiction section of my life and just ignore it? i think i should do the latter, and me thankful that such reality doesnt happen in my life.
story #1: teen pregnancy, lunacy, hate...then finally self realisation.
story #2: suicide, hate, lies...then finally self realisation.
whats with me and such morbid teenage stories? maybe i should just stick to bimbo stories next time. haha. speaking of which i DID borrow a bimbotic book...its content: one girl, 2 hot guys..which one to choose? mwahaha! :) or maybe i should just be a good student and go read king lear. *sniggers* haha.
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going out with the BENGAHS soon. absolutely looking forward, yet feel a lil guilty towards my pile of econs notes. sigh. i cant help it..but i'm really stressed out about the CTs. it doesnt help that my sister freaked out when i told her that i've been getting Ds for my econs essays. :( doesnt help to image how MUCH MORE my mom will freak out if she hears that. not helping not helping. not helping.
sigh. i cant even decide what subjects i can pass. econs? maths? lit?
oh no.
i dont want to retain.
(the teen novels are getting to me...haaha)
:(
l.o.v.e,
Ruth.
6:47 PM
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