Sunday, April 24, 2005!
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just in case ure wondering, this is a very different sort of speechday from the speechday at njc. this speechday = prize giving day.
it started very NORMALLY, with Weihao leaving his shoebag on my bag and me opening up the bag to find his UNDERWEAR inside. :X but i had a good laugh, and a good time humiliating him :)
honestly, i didnt enjoy this speechday.. :(
firstly, i was chided by lao ng for cheering for my friends when they took their prize..what a killjoy. even mr lee didnt understand why i couldnt cheer. my conclusion: lao ng still sucks.
secondly, i felt rather out of place with cts choir. i dont feel a strong sense of belonging as i had in sec 4. and i realised that i REALLY do not know the juniors well. (ok.. actually i realised that long ago)
so it was really really boring. it started bad with lao ng, and it ended bad with awkardness.
however, there were moments which helped made the day better. :)
firstly, i was totally elated to see my 4b1 people! jeremy, weihoong, jess, pearls, nana. :) totally great to know that they are still the same, still as amiable and warm. :)
secondly, i was happy to see lucas too! :) i had a great time laughing at his hair. =x
thirdly and most importantly, i got to sit next to mr lee throughout the ceremony! :) mr lee was super funny as we both complained abt the long speech that hang made, and how hot the hall was. :) mr lee rocks! he is really my favourite teacher! :)
lastly, had a nice long talk with mr lai. :)
alas, that was all the good things that happened.
i guess i was never very devoted to cts. the only thing that makes me miss cts is some teachers and definitely the friends there. thats all. i guess i cant say that i LOVE ctss.
well, to put it shortly, it wasnt a very enjoyable night and i was glad to go home. sigh. i wished things werent like that. :(
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perhaps i should learn from my mistakes. i feel as if i am hanging in the middle, with no sense of belonging to either class. i am drifting from a02... and whenever i think about it i feel so sad. :( it is happening. we are becoming "hi-bye" friends.
thank God for siewy :) without her, i would have been so lost.
thank God for chrissy :) without her, i wouldnt be me.
thank God for beng ah :) without her, i wouldnt have known that it's possible to know someone elso so well.
thank God for Radar :) without him, i wouldnt be so happy.
thank God for Maldives people :) without them, i wouldnt love Nj as much, and life would be less beautiful.
thank God for Choir people :) without them, i wouldnt enjoy staying back in school so often.
thank God for Lucas :) without him, i wouldnt have a close friend in cts at all.
thank God for a01 :) without them, i wouldnt know that njc is truly a warm and welcoming school.
thank God for a02 :) without them, i wouldnt enjoy school as much.
thank God for everything. amen.
4:12 AM
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